I saw you today... it hit me like a ton of bricks.. to know that I'm not actually as happy as I pretend I am.. it all came rushing back. How much I love you, how much I need you right here in my life. It shows to me no matter what I do I will always love you.. I'm afraid to care afraid to feel. You were not only the love of my life but also my best friend... or so I believed. Apparently I was neither to you but that's okay baby. I'm finally getting used to the burn.
I thought I was over you but maybe I guess I was wrong. I wish I could keep up the pretend game th e one thing I will never understand is why....
Goodnight world..
No comments:
Post a Comment