&& to change a single moment would be divine...

your the one thing i regret in life... im not sure if i regret you because we can no longer speak and be friends or because you will always be the one that stole my heart... im not sure where you are or who you will become but no matter the distance or who you are i'll love you more then anyone in my life.. your the one person who made that difference changed me to my core. and i just wish that i could go back to the day it all went wrong and do everything differently make you love me again... there are so many things i wish i could say to you but i know deep down that it's pointless because i lost you way back down the road and i'll never find you again.. and i miss you the most.. the nights will get better and so will the days.... but you'll always be there in the back of my mind reminding me... reminding me that i will never love someone again..& because of this i wish i could despise you but i know i'll never achieve the one thing that will make me able to live my life and truly yes truly be happy... i want to know the moment it went wrong and change it. i want to know the second that fire burned out and light it. i miss you.... and that will never change...